Diary Entry, Feb 14th.
I lay awake on my bed, unable to sleep because of excitement. I was excited because today was the 14th of February, or better known as valentines day to people, and that today was the day I finally decided to confess to the girl of my dreams. She was beautiful I tell ya, shoulder length hair, beautiful black eyes that seemed to peer into your soul and the most.. well for lack of better words, AWESOME smile I have ever seen. And she wasn't just beautiful she had an awesome personality, she was friendly, encouraging, smart, athletic, and so much more! I was excited and nervous but I had it all planned, wake up early and head off to school with flowers, chocolate and the card I had made myself. I nearly kicked myself the other day when I decided to make the card, it would have seemed so totally lame but I was going to lay it all on the line. It was do or die now.
I arrived at school much earlier than usual and made for her table. She was in the class next door you see but I'd never have the guts to talk to her whenever we passed each other in the hall. I mean hey! It's not like you can just casually to the one you're having a crush on right? Anyways I sneaked into class with the help with the school guard, great guy he is, and put the stuff on her table and then made my way to my class for a nap. I guess the adrenaline you get from excitement really does disappear right after you finally get it done eh? or maybe it was the lack of sleep but same difference. Haha
Well anyways let me see, we'll skip past the me waking up and all the classes for now eh? It was boooooring. Anyways now it's lunch break and I was just sitting around near the canteen and then I saw her walking to the canteen hand in hand with another guy. Man that sucked but hey I guess I should have moved faster right? I was reaaally depressed about that so I just went back to class and spent the rest of the day in a daze walking around. When the last bell sounded I quickly made my way out of the school. Just as I was about to leave school though I heard her call out my name from behind.
I turned around and saw her running at me with the guy from before being dragged along. I was about to panic and run away but she managed to grab me in time. She then said how she loved the stuff I gave her and said she'd love to be my valentine and that she was looking for me during our lunch break. Of course my heart leapt for joy but I asked her who was this guy she was holding hands with. She gave a chuckle and explained that it was her older brother and that they she was real affectionate with him. Man I nearly burst out laughing right there, getting all depressed over nothing.
Well let's skip ahead abit, next thing I know we were saying goodbye to her brother and were walking hand in hand to the mall. We had a blast there and such but the most wicked part was that all my shyness from before apparently evaporated. I guess her personality made it real easy for me to talk and stuff. Well we hanged at the mall till her parents called her and told her to go home. I then walked her home, (man it was far but man was it worth it) when we arrived at her doorstep she kissed me goodbye, giggled and went in. I just stood there shocked. My first kiss with the girl of my dreams. This day was definitely going my way. Anyways I got home, my parents weren't home yet so I grabbed some crackers and here I am writing this.
Oh man I gotta run, my parents just called me and told me to go to the restaurant nearby. I'll write more later. x)
Mood : Hyperly Happy!
February 16th News Report.
A boy was found lying dead in a ditch yesterday, his stuff all taken away save for his ID, an apparent victim of a vicious mugger. He was found early yesterday morning by joggers who were going about their morning jog. His parents have been contacted and they claimed the body earlier today. The victim had bruises on his arms and chest indicating that the victim put up a struggle. Police speculated that the mugger panicked and used a sharp object on the victim causing a deep cut on his head which may have resulted in the fatal blow. No comment could be consented by the parents however reports show that the mother laments on how they shouldn't have let him go to a local restaurant and how he should have eaten in instead.
A funeral will be held on the 17th at the mayfair street cemetary. All friends and family are requested to attend and pay their last respects.
Authors Note
Meh. I should be confessing my love to someone but I've got no guts for it. Also the last part of the story is still lacking. I apologize for that
1 comment:
you have a way of crushing hopes and i love it haha
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